Fifty First Steps

The author takes a journey through the challenges of love. Not only does he find himself loving someone who is already married, the family becomes an extension of the relationship. This book of poetry highlights the journey in trying to understand how the relationship became the central focus of his life while he searches to find himself again after realizing that he is lost. Though the author identifies these as steps to growth, he understands that some steps move him forward and others send him back to the chaos and confusion of this mixed relationship as he struggles to find a way out. He learns that forgiveness is necessary for the heart and soul to heal. This too becomes a challenge, but he is determined not to fail as he finds forgiving himself more difficult than first imagined. Love isn't simple. Love is complicated. The author shares his experience and encourages you to never give up on yourself.

This book of poetry is the author's way of self-healing. He hopes the reader will find strength in the words and learn to never give up on loving yourself.