If He Doesn’t

We know God can deliver us out of any situation, but what if he doesn't? What if you've prayed, declared, rebuked, anointed, named, and claimed and still experience failure, sickness, or loss? Does your mind not run with questions, doubts, and fears of the future? Do you suppress those feelings in your Christian circle for fear you sound faithless, weak, or defeated? After suffering from significant trauma and loss, I felt pressured to stay within the box of my beliefs, though everything in me struggled to trust any of it. How could I lose a son after so much dedication to my Christian faith? How do I trust God after this? Refusing to stay confused and embittered about what to believe, I examine my beliefs, sort through complicated emotions, and plow through to discover new meanings. "If He Doesn't" reveals how wrestling with your faith doesn't mean you've departed from it, but is part of the process to rediscovering hope after experiencing a major life disappointment.