As a first-time published author, I never knew how God would use me to tell my life's story; to share the hurt I did to others as well as the hurt that was done to me. As I wrote about my life, the ups and downs as well as the pain and suffering, the memories started to come back like a flood and there were so many emotions. In those emotions, I knew God wanted me to share and be transparent about my journey in this world. Some may read my book and think I shared too much about my parents, being adopted, my life of abuse, sexual relationships, men in my life, how I woke from surgery paralyzed and more. While others may read the same content and be encouraged knowing that they are not alone. I too have experienced and felt what they have. No matter what, no matter the opinions or judgment that may come and no matter how anyone may feel, my mission is clear: to save millions of souls while I am living. At the end of the day, the souls are all that matter and I intend to do exactly as God has told me to do. I am claiming healing from life's trauma because all things work out for the good of them that love the Lord and are called according to His purpose. I know my hardship has a purpose as well as me and my life.