Not Yet Not Now

In February of 2013, Jo and her husband, Carl, embarked on a 50th-anniversary, twenty-one-day cruise to Australia. Two weeks in, Carl left the blackjack table, cashed out his winnings for the waiter and stateroom staff, and they said goodnight. The next morning, Jo was awakened by a call from the exercise room. Carl didn't get up to answer. When Jo turned toward him, she saw what she couldn't believe and knew in her heart what she didn't want to be true.

Follow Jo as she navigates the ups and downs of living her life after this devastating loss. Her extraordinary determination and resilience guide her through the most difficult times as she turns each corner in her quest to conquer her grief.