So Heavy, I Fell: A Journey Through Wanderland is a powerful and deeply personal poetry collection that explores the emotional landscapes of trauma, mental health, and self-discovery. With raw vulnerability and vivid imagery, J.N. Rose invites readers on a journey through the complexities of bipolar disorder, toxic relationships, and the struggle to reclaim one's worth.

At the heart of this collection is a narrative arc that takes readers from the depths of despair to moments of profound healing. Each poem stands on its own, yet together they form a cohesive story of survival, resilience, and personal transformation. Rose delves into themes of emotional manipulation, addiction, and the painful process of letting go, offering a poignant look at the cost of broken trust and the strength found in rising from the ashes.

So Heavy, I Fell balances darkness with light, pain with hope, and chaos with clarity, showing that even in the most turbulent times, there is always a way forward. This collection will resonate with anyone who has faced their own shadows, seeking both to understand and overcome. It is an evocative, courageous testament to the human spirit's capacity to endure and find peace.