Waking from recurring dreams that sometimes troubled him, Felix Fist woke in darkness and the stillness of morning before dawn."

Thus begins one man's quest seeking peace, love, and understanding through searching lost times.

Receiving an unexpected letter by snail mail, Felix Fist with some reluctance follows his compulsion and returns to his origins where he attends an event that begins a summer of reunions forcing him to finally face who he was and what he has become after numerous troubling personal encounters and too many periods of addiction.

Attending a celebration of his high school graduation after sixty years, returning safely to where he now resides, he revisits a place he hasn't been in thirteen years where once he labored for nearly five decades.

Meeting someone with whom he has exchanged emails for nearly two years after no contact for thirty years, he finally after fifteen years meets with someone he had considered forever lost.