How do you live with a man who lives for speed when life suddenly hits the brakes? In this biography, I share the moving story of my marriage to the passionate motorsport journalist Juergen Schwarz and his constant companion, Parkinson's disease. Our journey together was marked by moments of immense happiness and deep despair, battles against mistreatment, and the importance of staying true to oneself despite the greatest challenges. The story of our marriage is about the power of love, courage, resilience, and the pure joy of life, even in difficult times.