This book tells of the Author and his wife while at home on an ordinary day in their life that turned tragic with the sudden death of his wife after 8 years of marriage. This was made even worse since the Author was sitting in his office, located in the next room. The Author discovers that he can live and love again after being widowed for 4 years. Russell Clark Bell was born the 2nd of 3 sons of the late Johnnie l. Bell and the late Areatha Ferrell Bell on June 15, 1961 in Buffalo, New York. He is a 1979 Graduate of Huthinson Technical Vocational High School. Russell Was born in raised in historic State Tabernacle Church Of God In Christ, which now Pastors since 2007. Pastor Russell is married to the former Tracey Ann Sherrod of New Jersey since 2009. He is also Founder and Executive Director of Tabernacle Charities, Inc. a 501(C)3 not for profit charity since 2012. Pastor Russell Also serves as District Superintendent of District #4 and the Youth Department President for New York Western First Jurisdiction of the Church of God in Christ under the auspices of Bishop James R. Wright, Sr. PhD., Jurisdictional Prelate.