Someone told me - myself, I think. Yes, my self, for whom else would I take any notice? Your poems, I said to me, many are pretty much self-obsessed, aren’t they; all about the very special, unique, joys and tribulations - though mostly tribulations, of being you. Not too much ‘Every Day’ humanity going on in your writing, is there? Yes, you may be right, I told me, but ‘Every Day Poems’ they most certainly are, for this is one’s life when one happens to live as a neurotic, anti-social, extrovert, introverted invert who writes poems in private, personal diary-form over many decades, and then decides to slap some of them together in poetry-book-form. Not much getting away from the self in a diary, is there? Not too much chat about politics and social reform either, particularly with so much intrusive self-yakking going on all the time. I wish I could say, I am ready at last to step up and out, volunteer and do good altruistic works for humankind, but that would be a sham, because quite frankly deep in my heart of hearts I don’t give a rat’s arse. Yes, no, I replied, I think you are right. I took myself out for coffee, and we sat in the window of the cafe watching the other people’s world go by: disinterested, ironic, separate and melancholic, but also taking in everything around us, amused and appalled, playing our game of stripping the people to the bare bone and beyond. There now, I suggested after a time, don’t you feel better, having unburdened and faced up to your-me-me-me self? No, I cannot say I do, I confirmed, but I think I will leave you now and return to my solitary room … I would like to be alone. Yes, okay … me, too. So there I am, you see - we do have a few good times together, me and I; and life not entirely angst ridden … though life in general is, for all people that on earth do dwell.
