The book itself is about the many incredible experiences Gareth has gone through since the death of his first wife, Tina, and the love she still has for him and the fact that she has never left his side. He knows whenever she is near him because he feels her presence and quite often hears her calling his name. The book tells about the grief and devastation of loss that we come to at a crossroads in our lives, where we are left with choices. Do we blame God and feel sorry for ourselves and our loss, or do we find God? Do we stay in the darkness, or do we find the light? This book is about a journey from the darkness into the light and the discovery that who we truly are is given freely from those who still love us in the realm we call heaven.