This book represents my contribution to the content of a (fake) reality TV show that I was forced to star in against my will. I wrote this because I was cast into the role of a monster and it was necessary to compell an image. I also wanted to introduce the concept of consequence to the viewers, and I wanted to see how far my stalker really would go, the answer is he will never stop, no matter what the scale of the harm he causes, because he has no conscience. \“I am a man who concealed his multiple personalities for a life time, living in the shadow of sexual repression, and emotional angst. My life was then hijacked by a millionaire stalker, hiding cameras in my home, and invading my personal relationship, he proceeded to torture and exploit me, with the specific intent of destroying any chance I could ever have of happiness, by bribing doctors to induce sickness, police officers to destroy evidence, and even friends to cover the truth of the dreadful game. He then used internet publicity to offer bounties, to anyone who can anger, upset, or exploit me. Reduced to no more than a rat in a maze, the world becomes a prison, and critically exposed, I could no longer conceal my disorder, and was forced finally to battle not the torment of the outer demons, but the demons on the inside, the only route to true freedom, and the last hope of the falsest, truest love I ever had.\”