What's the thing you'd change about your life right now if you could just click your fingers?

When Anika Lapo wakes up in hospital on her thirtieth birthday, it's not dying she's afraid of: her real fear is how much of her life she has wasted. After a successful operation, she vows not to lose another second.

Every night she writes in her diary about the person she wants to be and, the next day, her words come true. How she's going to land her dream job as a radio producer, DJ to a crowd instead of her bedroom - and that she'll finally, blissfully connect with breakfast show host Cam Aseidu, the guy with the sexy smirk and jet-black eyes she's lusted after from afar...

Thanks to her diary manifestations, Anika is finally living up to her potential. But what if she's trying so hard to be in control that she loses herself along the way? What if, after everything, she was enough all along?

A devastatingly romantic, breathlessly sexy and completely unputdownable novel about what it means to truly love.