The Pivot of Civilization

I found myself in the heart of addiction as I tried to escape the pain of rape and molestations. The emotional pain became the motivating factor to search for God. The physical pleasure became the motivating factor to search for love. Torn between the two I found something that eased the emotional pain and helped with physical pleasure that gave me temporary relief from myself. Heroin became my lover. The distortion that sex is love can only come from someone who has had the seed of lust planted in her by people who were responsible for giving and nurturing her towards love. Sex Is Love? is about a little girl who searched for love in all the wrong places. Sex and drugs played a major role in her destructive life. Coming to the realization that sex was not love became extremely painful.