Chad Kristofer Zimmerman was born May 4, 1989 in Houston, Texas. He grew up going through a typical life with a great family that supported his endeavors. A little later, sometime in 2002, his parents went through a divorce and confusion started to breed within him. He went through the divorce being the only sibling who understood what had actually happened and couldn’t handle the reality of what was. Sometime in the near future, he started expressing himself through writing songs/poems, drawing, music and drugsA[a–A] As he went through that part if his life he felt an emptiness and looked for the void to be filled from a girl. The prediction as normal: no relationship is perfect, and most first loves don’t last. So of course, he again went through drugs, drawing, music and writing once again. This is the first publication of his first, full composition journal of poems/songs he wrote going through high school from the ages of 16 through 18. In the remainder of his collective thoughts/writings the reader can relate them to love, pain, self-loathing, worthlessness, drug abuse and so much more. May his writings help you go through your own personal inventory and help you realize how you feel and why you do so.