Healed with Style & Grace

In the midst of all the wonderful experiences, great relationships, friendships- I experienced that feeling which always seemed to peek through. I call it the reoccurring feeling. I began to pay attention when it happened. I would ask myself- what was I going through when these feelings resurfaced? I realized it was my unresolved feelings about my experience with the molestation, every angle of it. It was confusing for me. There was my mother’s husband, my mother and my sister and how we all were affected and existed. I would experience periods of depression and sadness. I felt afraid of something, as if I was running from something. It was easier to try and forget the past. After all I was functioning… I mean I was working, I had great relationships, and people loved me. That is what I would tell myself. However, It was like clock work. The past always came back. Through music, forgiveness, changing my perspective and grace, I healed. Sometimes people become bogged down by careers, relationships, children, finances, etc. and they cover up the pain. However, the pain doesn’t disappear. Freedom is something that had felt unattainable for me. However, by changing my perspective; it has become my new way of life. I healed through music, I healed by always chosing love, I healed with the belief that I could be whatever it is I dreamed of, and I healed with Style and Grace. I encourage you to take a chance on truly living. Take a chance on you.