A young, attractive novelist lives in a world of crazy fantasies. At times, she finds distinguishing reality from daydream challenging at best. Someone is manipulating her and trying to ruin her life. Those closest to her will betray her; some will meet an untimely demise. Illusions of romance and of death haunt her. Since early adolescence, Alice Beekman battled her demons alone. Now, as an adult she finally realized, she was never alone.