This book was written due to the ever-present urging for me to just tell it. It is my life’s experiences along with the longing for my sister who has since passed leaving me without her. I’ve missed my sister and perhaps the role I played so long within our lives. I hope this book helps all of you who have suffered through alcoholism and drug addiction within your circle of families. I know that most everyone can relate the loss and the void of having a relative whose loss will always be a void within their lives. It’s my story and how I’ve dealt with it personally. It explains my values of my faith in God and how I got through those experiences of my life.