At 1:03pm, a mother during her working day receives a phone call from her child’s primary caretaker summonsing her to casualties. Immediately her priority is to be of assistance to her child. A black terror overtakes her life at the scene she encounters at the hospital. A brutally honest and heart-wrenching account about a little boy’s life, written by his mother. A journey which meanders through love, pregnancy, parenthood, trauma & abysmal grief. Offering valuable insights into safety for young children and how a court case is run in South Africa. It speaks deeply to bereaved parents and anyone who has experienced loss. Inspiring you to pick up your pieces again. After all, how does one learn to live and love again? The author, hopes to create awareness in order for potential and current parents to not become victims to negligence.