This is more of an older poetic journal scrambled eggs thought log mashed together that was originally omelet published on September 24th, 2023, cleaned and updated with timeline corrections in 2024, and a few new poems are cooked inside. It is based on true past events with a few twisted turkey bacon perspectives and consists of both fictional and non-fictional societal perspectives looped in this DR. WHOVILLE collection. It covers feelings of medical gaslighting ramifications or the impact upon loved ones that arise when one is not believed. The author shares a sasquatch telescope through the as above, so below lens of various patient pitstop feelings, aches, and pains associated with unwanted perplexing experiences dating back to pandemic times. These reflective firsthand eye-witness poems are not about healing but rather dark side nonfiction revealing intended for 18+ audience due to the graphic imagery and language when discussing various cases. This collection walks you through pincushion points in time and feelings tied to poor quality medical care or a lack of listening and believing before the age of turning 30 that creates an aftershock ripple through one's life. Dreams, nightmares, typos, and all are included.