Join me in a real time journey through the past, as I relive my relationship with alcohol from an early age. I invite you to walk with me as I get sober & truly find myself within sobriety (while writing this book in 91 days). Discover how I am now crushing my goals and living my dreams!

You may also relate to me, and find yourself within these pages & begin your own path to healing!

Find out how alcohol has shaped me into the woman & mother that I am today, after being immersed in "mommy wine" culture for so many years.

I dive deep into many painful events in my life, such as my police statement after being molested, when I was 13. I was told by a family member that I was "seeking attention" and that the event was "alleged."

Fast forward a few decades... I went to jail, almost lost my dream home, my kids, my marriage and my life.

Be with me as I transform from having suicidal thoughts to waking up every day and knowing it'll be the BEST day ever!

Challaine is a mother of 4 and self proclaimed 90's girl who was on the verge of losing her family because she couldn't get a grip on her alcohol use & abuse. After 20+ years of poisoning herself; her body & mind had finally had enough. On her last night of drinking, she popped a little pill and thought, "How many do I have to take to end it all?"

It Was Time!

She FINALLY...

"Woke Up One Day & Changed Her F*cking Mind."