A Journey.

In the middle half of the fifth decade of life I experienced, am still experiencing, a significant and thoroughly uncomfortable alteration in personality, outlook, mindset and philosophy, right to the core of my being. It started with a life change. A down in the dirt shift life alteration. Looking back, it would be easy to proclaim this as a gift, but through the process I will say, I would not wish this on my worst enemy.

I lived against my nature with a bright shine and fresh smelling bouquet of pure and undefiled prosperity, which you could take to the bank. In fact, I spent years hidden behind a lie, a plastic mask, keeping my true nature buried. It worked out mostly. The Beautiful, Perfect Seven came into my life, I did not go bankrupt, or go off the deep end until everything settled down and spun out of control and became undone.

An understatement.

Time became a commodity on my side, or against me as I look back. Either way, I went through a life alteration from making hundreds of decisions daily to a full stop with nothing to do.

Then CRAZY pounded on the door.