In this mini-memoir, join Christy as she gives a no-holds-barred walkthrough of her experience as a bereaved mama who wanted to have a child to hold. From the terrifying moment she found out she was pregnant again, to the feelings of shame for not instantly loving motherhood, Christy’s honesty and humor will let you know you’re not alone. A follow-up to her first book, Almost a Mother: Love, Loss, and Finding Your People When Your Baby Dies is a beautiful reminder that, despite the ache of loss, there is always hope.