‘Gripping and heartbreaking’ Laura Marshall, author of FRIEND REQUEST

‘Dark and addictive’ Ruth Hogan, author of THE KEEPER OF LOST THINGS

‘So emotionally true’ Sophie Kinsella, author of the SHOPAHOLIC series

‘You’re stuck there, aren’t you? Right at the end. And I wonder if it might help to go back to the beginning, to put everything in some kind of order.’

Catherine has witnessed something so traumatic that she can’t speak. Or won’t speak.The doctors say the only way forward is to look into her past.

Catherine needs to start with HIM.

Fifteen years ago she met Lucian at university and fell into a passionate love affair. They were meant to be together forever. But something happened. Something that destroyed them.

Catherine married someone else. Had two children. She moved on - or so she thought. Now Lucian is back, showing her how different life could have been.

But going back to the beginning won’t change the ending.

In fact, it might be the thing that finally breaks her…