On the verge of throwing her body off a Kansas bridge into the frigid waters below, Blue miraculously postpones her death wish. Finding herself, instead, in the office of Dr. Love Mae Montgomery, she begins to explore the depths of her suicidal depression. Eventually, she is forced to face the one question most human beings fear the most – who am I? To answer this question, she must venture into the deepest regions of her soul to discover why she gave up her baby. Perhaps then she can reclaim her will to live. But Blue craves love. George, a darkly handsome Vietnam vet, with psychic wounds of his own, seems to fit the bill. She enters into his world of drugs, sex and seething anger toward women and he violates her body and soul. Instead of enlightenment, she begins a downward spiral that can only lead to self-destruction.